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AKU

Posted in Poetry (Indonesian), Quotes - Indonesian with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 19, 2017 by Kanya Puspokusumo

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“Bagaimana seseorang bisa selalu merasa asing dan kosong dirumahnya sendiri?
Maka, ia pun selalu tak sabar menunggu waktu untuk kembali terbang menuju bintangnya di luar sana.
Bintang yang selalu membuat hidupnya terasa penuh akan makna…” .
::: a k u :::
(Kanya Puspokusumo, 2017)
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Picture: THE WISHING STAR
by Instagram @kanya_digipainting
http://kanyadevi.deviantart.com
Created for my Thai friend, Korn Talthip.

THE STORY OF A SOUL

Posted in Poetry (English), Quotes - English with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 19, 2017 by Kanya Puspokusumo

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13 years ago,
after coma…
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People said that I’m back to life.
But I know that I’m not really back to life…
A half of my soul is still somewhere
between the door of life and death until now.
It exists beyond time and place,
to create the connection between two worlds,
to bring the message from the past, present, and future,
to be the mirror that reflect all the energy,
to feel the hidden colour in every substance,
and to reveal some secrets of the universe.
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Some people call me crazy or a liar because of that
Some other people start to annoy me
by treating me like a psychic
and ask many things about their future.
But, I’m not a psychic
that can give people the tarot card reading or prophecy
or telling about their destiny
whenever they want.
I can’t control when and what messages I will get by touching things
I can’t control when and what colour I will see in you.
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No, I’m not a psychic.
I’m just a “dimension traveler”
I’m the half soul that travels free
with the universe,
while my other half soul is waiting on the earth,
to receive the all travel reports
and to share the news and wisdom from the sky.
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-Kanya Puspokusumo-
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Picture “SPIRIT” by Instagram @kanya_digipainting

Art Gallery: http://kanyadevi.deviantart.com

TENTANGMU

Posted in Poetry (Indonesian) with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 19, 2017 by Kanya Puspokusumo

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Kadang-kadang,
Tuhan membiarkan hatiku mampu
membaca makna dibalik makna;
yaitu makna langit yang tak pernah sempat
terwarta awan, angin, maupun hujan;
yaitu makna yang tersembunyi di balik pintu tertutup;
yaitu makna tangis dibalik setiap tawamu.
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Tetapi apa yang berasal dari langit,
seringkali ada bukan untuk kuwartakan kembali pada bumi,
bukan untuk kutulis menjadi syair,
pun bukan untuk kudendangkan dalam lagu.
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Yang berasal dari langit,
seringkali ada hanya untuk kupahami
dan kusimpan sendiri dalam diam.
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Maka, aku pun diam…
Membiarkan semua warta langit tentangmu
berlarian dalam benakku sendiri,
dan tanpa pernah berusaha mengadu padamu
bahwa aku tahu tentangmu
di balik semua pintu tertutup itu.
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Bandung, 11 Oktober 2017
-Kanya Puspokusumo-
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Picture by Instagram @kanya_digipainting

Art Gallery: http://kanyadevi.deviantart.com

THE WORLD IN MY HEART

Posted in Poetry (English) with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 19, 2017 by Kanya Puspokusumo

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There was a time
when I blocked my face
with two palms,
only to avoid seeing the world.
But the two palms can only block
the world in my eyes,
not the world in my heart.
The world in my heart
is always too big
to be blocked by the palms.
Especially when there is you in it.
You…
smiling and offering the love
that reminds me
to the most delicious
Korean persimmons
in Autumn season.
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(Now I start to feel that without you,
Seoul is nothing but an empty city,
and the world is nothing but an empty place).
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-Kanya Puspokusumo-
https://doeniadevi.wordpress.com

PERFECT MOMENT

Posted in Poetry (English), Quotes - English with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 19, 2017 by Kanya Puspokusumo

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“People talk about how to create the best picture with the perfect timing, perfect lighting, etc.
But, I believe that everything is always perfect in its moment. So, when a beautiful moment suddenly appears in front of me, I don’t wait. I don’t care about the perfect lighting either.
I just capture it, and let my memory keeps it forever. That’s all.” .
-Kanya Puspokusumo-

THE UNCONDITIONAL HAPPINESS

Posted in Poetry (English), Quotes - English with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 19, 2017 by Kanya Puspokusumo

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Happiness is…
when you can hardly feel your legs because of severe numbness, need to use your special boots, and got a severe back pain, but you can still manage your smile and your life, do most of your daily activities, and even can still laugh at some jokes.
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Yes, I have a chronic illness. I’m in pain most of the time. I have some invisible disabilities. But, I’m surely stronger than my illness.
And if you asked me how I can be so strong, I will answer that my strength comes from the ‘unconditional self-acceptance’. The unconditional self-acceptance is my key to pass every huge storm, win every battle in my life, and to see the light in every darkness.
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In short..
I may be in pain most of the time, I may fall thousand times, the angel of death sometimes stays so close to me…
but I choose not to suffer.
The unconditional self-acceptance makes me able to accept all of my strengths and weaknesses unconditionally, and to always live in ‘unconditional happiness’. No matter what.
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August 5, 2017
-Kanya Puspokusumo-
Multiple Sclerosis warrior
http://www.multiplesclerosis.or.id
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Picture: .
“Selfportrait”
Seoul-South Korea
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Find my artworks on Instagram @kanya_digipainting or http://kanyadevi.deviantart.com

SILENCE

Posted in Kanya's Quotes, Poetry (English), Quotes - English with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 30, 2017 by Kanya Puspokusumo

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“My silence is not a silence. It is a moment when my mind and soul speak with the loudest sound, create the closest connection with inner self, and joyfully dancing with the universe. My silence is a moment, rich with peace” .
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Picture by Kanya Puspokusumo @kanya_digipainting

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